The Introspective Expert

I looked in the mirror

I took a step back

I looked away

I looked back to the mirror

I blinked double time

damn.

I didn’t know how bad it was

It was… a lot

A lot of proving

A lot of blaming

A lot of hiding

A lot of thinking

A lot of shifting

A lot of settling

Again, a lot of blalaming

How did I get here?

Doesn’t matter anymore

I can’t look away anymore

Let me face this

Scared or not

I must